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Title: My Time Here

Category: Situation

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I wrote this because:

Maybe someone will read this and somehow understand how I feel and maybe even offer some suggestions as how I can fix things.

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My life has not been all that great. First thing, I was a shy kid – maybe a little withdrawn. I have always tried to do the right thing but it has never really paid off. Currently I have a law degree, but I am not a practicing attorney. I want to be a writer, but honestly I am not that good or perhaps I haven’t gotten noticed by the right people.

My parents, I have come to realize, we not really great parents. Everyone says that kids cannot blame their parents for how they turn out, but that’s just not true. If you raise a kid and that kid grows up to be a serial killer, the parents failed. Taking that as a starting point, let’s say if you raise a kid and that kid grows up to be a doctor that saves lives, I would say that those parents did something right. That is the given. Don’t judge too soon, just hear my story.

I never got in trouble in school – not once! I never drank, smoked, did drugs, had sex, had boys over, stayed out late; none of the typical things teenagers do. I did not get a pat on the back. I was never told once that I was loved. I have no memory of either parent giving me a hug – not once! My mom tried to hug me at my high school graduation ceremony and I would not allow it. Eighteen years – too weird.

Did I not deserve a hug prior to that. Other kids would receive a hug for learning to tie their shoes. I could discover a cure for cancer and they would be the very last people to congratulate me. Not once did they ever say that they were proud of me.

My problem is that I believe I am starting to think as they think and behave as they behave. From what I have written, I am sure you can tell that they are cold. In my dealing with people I find that I too am cold. I never saw them hold hands. I never saw them hug. I never saw them kiss. I never heard one kind word shared between them. They never said I love you to the other.

I am failing in life. I want things but I have no idea how to get those things that I want. I am not ambitious. I do things the wrong way too often. My parents failed in life and so am I. Like I said, I am the product of them.

 

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Reading about your situation I would try to learn how to teach myself to love and talk with affection. Learn to hold hands and be open minded to people, take things into consideration and in return hopefully they take that from you and pass it on. Learn to forgive and forget and use what happened before it even starts to bother you, right out what you're feeling and break your shell.

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Title: Changes

Category: Acknowledgement

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I want people to know just because things were different, does not mean they cannot work out.

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When I was 13 years old, my parents were arrested on drug charges and I was sent to live with relatives that really did not know me or even want me. I spent a lot of time wondering why it all happened to me. No more parents, no more friends, a new school and a whole new life. While I was with my uncle and aunt, I was not wanted but I was not mistreated. I was grateful that they took me in. In the coming years, I began to appreciate how hard it was for them too. They were not wealthy or anything and I was another mouth to feed. I was able to meet friends and did well enough in school to earn a scholarship to college and become an attorney – a civil attorney protecting the rights of others.

I still haven’t had any contact with my parents, but I understand not every kid had the perfect childhood. I am very happy now and I hope my aunt and uncle both know how much I appreciate what they did. We are close, but it is hard sharing certain things because they are tied to other feelings and I do not want to revisit them. Writing this helps and maybe I can find a way to express my thanks soon.

 

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Title: My Girl

Category: Explanation

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I wrote this because:

I think it needed saying

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My situation is not tragic just very sad. I’m just gonna get right to it and say that as a young man, I fell in love with this blonde-haired blue eyed girl and let me tell you it was the best time ever. We were just friends from the start and we remained friends and neither one of us said a word. Her parents did not approve of me and I guess she did not want to go against them. And this was the real thing- true love. But we were never together, not even one kiss. Well, somehow lost touch and stopped hanging out with each other and that’s when her life went off the rails. She started dating this guy and eventually she got pregnant. Well, in the south and all, they got married. Later I had to watch the video – geez!

She claims she only got married because of the baby. She had another. We were out of contact with each other for years and then one day it just happened. The calls started and we started hanging out non-stop. It was even better than before. She told me how her marriage was going and that she made a mistake in marrying him. After hanging out for weeks – just hanging out, I pretty much told her if she came near me again I was just going to attack her. Did not scare her off though. Even though she did not give in to everything, there was a lot of inappropriate contact. What I came to notice is that she has intimacy issues. Kissing is a problem for her – too real. Holding hands is a problem too! She fought me every step of the way. I believed it was because she was married, but that was not the case. She is broken. Completely broken. After several months, I finally managed to stop seeing her – pissed her off too because she wanted to leave her husband.

We ended our thing, they eventually ended their thing. He’s headed to jail for drug possession and she is a drug addict. Her parents are done helping her and so is everyone else. I am in a new city a thousand miles away and it just breaks my heart that she ended up the way she has. What I did not know is that she had been on drugs for years and I did not know. She’s a full blown addict and there is nothing I can do. I thought I ruined her life but she was headed for this for a long time. I feel bad about it every day.

 

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Title: Little Dream!

Category: Life Story

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I wrote this because:

Everybody knows their real truth in their life..

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Little dream - the world tells something from everyone's childhood to their young age life. Everyone has their own dreams in life. There are things we struggle with and problems we face! Solutions are created from surrounding people: friends and relatives to help us reach our goal to achieve our aims and to be success in our dream.

Naturally dreams must be thought of in different ways, such as childhood, educations, career, financial matters, marriage, achievements, spirituality, business - all can affect your dreams.

Situation and solutions are different with each and everyone’s life.

I personally am not representing my life’s position or my life story as in my past. I prefer to think about the future. I am writing this because everyone should realize where they are at present! For that reason I am writing this sort note. I faced many drawbacks going from school to college till I mastered engineering. Though I did face many drawbacks, finally I achieved success as I am an engineer. And this is my success along with my deeply spiritual life - performing with devotional service to God Krishna. Hare Krishna!

 

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Title: All Star Shelties

Category: Life Story

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I wrote this because:

To express the person that I am.

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 I was born in NY. And when I was 2 yrs. old my parents and I moved to NJ to live. My favorite song: HOW MUCH IS THAT DOGGIE IN THE WINDOW by Patti Page. I understand that the song came out the year I was born. Since then my greatest passion was to own a dog. My parents went out and got a dog for me. I was really too young to own one at the time, because I was pretty rough with Zippy, (and)that he turned around and (bit)bite me. So my parents got rid of him. I was so very heartbroken for I missed him terribly. As I got older(Through the years) I have owned many dogs.

In the year of 1973 I got married. I wanted to get pregnant but was not able to. We adopted our first child in 1981, my son Brian James, he was (at) 6 days old. We (also)adopted a little girl Michelle Nana 17 months later. They are the joy of my life. In 1981, I accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord so our lives and home was Christ centered. I am now a first time grandmother to an adorable grandson Darell Chase. He was born 3/16/13.

I have owned dogs (throughout) my marriage. What came to a head of our marriage was when I wanted to show my dogs in confirmation. I tried with my two Rat Terriers, they were not show quality. So I moved on to owning a couple of shelties I saw how well they preformed in agility. I went and had fun with them in agility. My heart was still into showing them, but they too (were) not show quality. I had met a very good friend - she has been my mentor. By that time I was up to owning 6 dogs, (although) we were not to own more than two dogs in our subdivision. My ex-husband did not approve of the many dogs I had. I did purchase two Show quality shelties. 

In the year 2003 our marriage came to an end after 29 years spent together. It was a very difficult time in my life.

I am now going on 11 years divorced. The Lord has been my strength, my provider, my helper, my shoulder to cry on. I am very grateful to Him and for Him allowing me to be a caretaker of His 20 shelties. I do have one CH.Allusion Sky High. I also was able to put a couple of points on my Michelty II. Having one champion and one pointed was the most exciting time for me.

I live on 2 acres. All my dogs are home raised, AKC.reg. Champion bloodlines behind them, very high quality, excellent temperaments, and well socialized. Crate, house, and leash trained. Up to date on all shots and worming. I enjoy showing and interaction with my shelties. They enjoy playing Frisbee, ball, and tug of war.

My other enjoyment is the time I spend with Jesus reading the bible, praying, studying His word, and I enjoy our conversations together.

 

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